Writing with Charity

 So i have been reminiscing  Taking a journey back to the beginning of this year   When all were screaming "happy new year" Although the happy was ironic  And the screaming was symbolic. Only two months down the journey  This pandemic came and the whole world was on lockdown  Covid19 they called it  It brought leaders to their knees and countries creating  international relations  It had no social stratification in favour  It took from the whites and the blacks, the rich and the poor  Not to mention the number of the bodies we buried like trash when Cyclone Idai was here Covid19 took   five times more  This was the year we lost the best actors, artists, dancers, social influencers, models and writers  This was the year in which car accidents rose to a norm  The year in which children became mothers because of lockdown  In this year some found God  And some lost him. So i have been thinking do ...

 Is human existence fleeting? am i running out the clock, or is it just a feeling? Often,i wish   i could control the sands of time say pause or shout freeze. if only they obeyed  maybe i could've saved you or take your place instead If only i had the power maybe i could have been there to say  farewell and listen to your last words Sadly,i can't go back or freeze time but my heart is bleeding  speed so i get to be with you  Now i know, Time is a human concept and  inevitable as death which took you from me. c.nitah398

I'm often inquisitive, coz constantly i try to defend or avoid my plummet. Tried to make you  exceptional   but the aria that  Formulates each time  you caress my body It triggers panic Attacks to my soul A constant remind  that i ought to keep My heart safe!   c.nitah398

A release from passion's flames  A touch, so soft and tender With whispers filled with desires A moment where few words were shared But a lot of promises to be kept  This intense passion fueling our fire. No holding back or second thoughts  Only sensual language of our bodies On this night we exchanged silly vows  Hush! such a precious little time Which left us longing to hold each other  A forever of this is what i wished Not knowing tomorrow was carrying sorrow With a heavy amount of shame Now pain and regrets i carry from a memory of just one night!                       c.nitah398