Would you?

 

I’m not being a hard nut to crack,

but constantly my mind is asking would you?

If I give you the chance, would you stay?

It’s not just about the chance, but would you stand my nudity?

When I undress my soul, unwrap the glued pieces of my heart,

open the gates to the dungeon of my scared thoughts 

after I unpack the burdens of my life

standing face to face with my darkest secrets, would you stay?

Can I trust you to take down the gates to my castle of solitude

let you shake hands and exchange glances with

my wildest dreams and my unexpressed feelings.

Would you stand still staring at my ancient wounds?

Would you keep the key to my basement of cries safe?

After I take you on a tour, showing you where I locked

my insecure self, so I can wear the mask of confidence and courage.

After facing the other side of my temper locked in a safe cell.

After opening the bottle of my emotions

take the journey down the memory lane

narrate to you my struggles, choices and decisions I regret

would you listen without judging me?

Can I get nude for you?

Let you be intimate with my mind instead of my bruised body

would you take care of me, after i get vulnerable?

Open up to you and wholeheartedly express who I want to be. 

I keep saying no, because I’m not up for games

I’m looking for companionship, so would you stay after 

facing all this, would you hold my hand and pull me closer.

Will I still face dawn in the comfort of your love after

 getting this naked for you?

Would you still love me the same?

            c.nitah398