Funeral
I've been yearning to write to you But constantly my ink was running dry I can't say I haven't run out of words a couple times when I thought of you But I won't deny the fact that you have colonised my sub conscious mind. I love you so much That I had to buy flowers and mourn you It hurts to comprehend the fact that I hosted a funeral for a man who is still alive. But I had to bury our memories They were no longer worth keeping It was time to move on coz Each one of them brought pain that pierced through my fragile heart Everytime someone uttered your name Mom was so strong she kept buying birthday gifts in your name I was hurt the day I realized that you were long gone And all the letters were written by mom but I'm grateful it showed me reality. I faced all the stages of grief And finally I've reached the 5th stage And I'm ready to say goodbye Rumor has it your body still resides in the neighboring country But I have made pea...